2011..
how time flies...
it was only a moment ago when i blog about the events in 2010..
how old i have become..(ouchie)..
1st of january..
it is the beginning of a new journey..
a journey which was harder..tougher..
n more challenging than i could hav imagine..
yet im glad im being supported all the way through..
without the special person..
i wouldnt know how my life will be..
it was also a month..
where i was visited by my dearie..and by two best buddies..
i was so happy to see them here..
the short lunch we had..
was really meaningful for me..
going through up and down in this special journey..
has indeed taught me many things..
at times..it was really painful..hurtful..
but the smile of happiness of the little little times we had was all it meant..
dont know how tough the journey will go on..
yet i hope i will be super strong to go through all the challenges..
working life..
from a 2nd posting HO..
i am now in my 5th posting..
i wouldnt say it was easy..
yet the lessons and teachings i had all the way..
made me who i am today..
meeting ppl that can make life a total hell for u..
really change u to be tougher..
however GOD has been good to me..
as i have also met really nice ppl along the way..
it was indeed encouraging moments when u hav a good working team..
helping one another to settle all the work..
going out for quick lunches..going out for dinner..
or sometimes just go hungry together-gether.. :)
as u become more senior..
expectations of MOs and specialists are higher..
being reminded to behave like a 5th poster..
being bombarded at times for mistakes not my fault..but coz im senior..
really felt so shameful..
when each time any of them raised their eyebrows..
when their questions are not answered by my rotten brain..
told myself each time need to study during my break day..
yet each break day is fulfilled with DESERVING break.. :P
it was also this year..
that i almost complete all the different types of posting..
i roughly know my interest..
yet im worried i am not able to cope with it later..
as im stress easily.. and a worry pot..
im thankful to have the support from MOs and specialists..
yet i guess i still need a tiny biny more time to think what i REALLY want..
this year also mark the 5th birthday of baby Joel..
my best companion to bring me around..
the journey we have went through..
since the time i was in Kota Kinabalu..
till he was shipped back to penang..
then accompanied when i came to ipoh..
and the list goes on..
though i am eyeing some other cars..
yet my heart is still with my beloved Joel..
no matter how ppl ask me to discard u away...
i dont think i will..at least not these few years..
before the year ends...
i just wana apologize to everyone..
for all the mistakes i may have done..
to hurt any of u indirectly and unintentionally..
for not keeping in touch with so many of you..
for missing so many meet ups..and gatherings..
special sorry..to all my frens who are married..
for not being able to attend all ur wonderful weddings..
hope that the coming year..
my schedule wouldnt be so tight..
so that i will b able to attend more functions..
before i become a non-existent species one of these days..
my resolution for the coming year..
earning more money :) ..
so that i wont feel too sakit hati during my shopping madness..
new car?? nah..dont think so..
studying?? yea..SERIOUSLY need to do so..
work?? hope to be able to balik kampung..
relationship?? praying for the best :)
friendship?? hope to make up for the things i have missed..
6-melur reunions?? hope to meet everyone after such a long time..
last but not least..
thanking GOD for blessing and guiding me through in all my obstacles and challenges..
MAY 2012 BE A GOOD AND GREAT YEAR.. WISHING THAT ALL OF U WILL BE BLESSED WITH GOOD HEALTH, GOOD WORKING OPPORTUNITY, GOOD DAY EVERYDAY AND MAY YOUR YEAR FILLED WITH HAPPINESS, JOY AND LAUGHTER !!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
