i need a peaceful mind

7th june 2009... another 10 more days before i reach home and i know it sounds stupid but im REALLY missing everything back home...i really am not adapting well, i guess i have the answer but i just have to bear with it..my max level of threshold for noise is reaching its peak..its really getting on my nerves..i just dont see why ppl need to shout or scream when they talk.. dont they realise that the amount of volume they are contributing is disturbing others??? when others complaint about it, they dont even realised the suffering others have to go through everyday...sigh..just wish these ppl will wake up one day.. i have my share of lessons this trip and i wont eloborate more..its just lessons that make me stronger and ya..i shud thank them for it... i cant wait to go back home..i need the peace and rest of mind.. the language barrier is not helping either..i feel so handicap but i do thank those who have been helping me so much... jus hope i didnt trouble them that much...till then...