for u biby ...

even though it was just a few days...

being able to spend time with my biby..

for some time in two days..

is more than enough..

although i wish i can hav more time with him..

but i think i should be thankful for what i have :)

the lunch at new world park was nice..

even though we had a short time..

i guess we made the best of it..

the food was not bad..

the environment though bit hot..

but watever it is..

the most important is we had our time TOGETHER :)

the nex day..

was the day both of us are looking for..

the long evening..

i wish it will NEVER end..

we had our memorable moment in the beginning of the dinner :)

it will indeed be a nice memory to laugh about later

we chose to sit outside so that we will have our moment together..

the food was not bad..but it would be better if there are more varieties..

but still the most important thing..

we had out time together :)

the slow walk in the garden..

the little time we had sitting at the Gurney 2..

it is really a moment i wish WILL NEVER END..

biby...

to the question u ask..

i REALLY dont know when was the exact time..

but the feelings slowly build up..

but i know the peak when i really know i love u..

was the day when i told u i darent start with u..

u may think that it was easy for me to tell u that at that time..

but it wasnt..

i cried out like anything..

coz i know not being able to be with u..

will be a chance i may not even had..

a regret that i will carry till i die..

thank you for waking me up from this crazy thought..

thank you for accepting me for who i am..

thank you for loving me as who i am..

thank you for supporting me all this while..

thank you for being there for me all this while..

thank you for being my biby..

im sorry that im not good at expressing myself..

im sorry if u feel that i havent love u enough..

im sorry that u feel insecure once a while..

im sorry that i hadnt have much time with u..

i just hope every little time we had..

was the best time we had..

i just wana tell u biby..

u have always been in my heart..

u will always be in my heart..

i love u will all my heart and soul :)

i wish u know wat is happening...

these few days..

i have been missing u so much..

i darent tell u the truth..

i darent tell u wat is expected of me..

i darent tell u how im asked/requested to give up..

i darent tell u how i pulled through everyday..

going against wat is expected of me..

holding tight to our dream..our believe..our strength...

yet when things just dont go on well..

both of us are overly stress..

both of us just burst...

yet i just keep quiet..

i never mean to hurt u in any way... i swear...

yet u feel i am pissing u off one way or another..

im sorry if u feel im doing this to u on purpose...

coz i just know..u dont know what im going through...

im sorry for all that i have done to u...