i wish u know wat is happening...

these few days..

i have been missing u so much..

i darent tell u the truth..

i darent tell u wat is expected of me..

i darent tell u how im asked/requested to give up..

i darent tell u how i pulled through everyday..

going against wat is expected of me..

holding tight to our dream..our believe..our strength...

yet when things just dont go on well..

both of us are overly stress..

both of us just burst...

yet i just keep quiet..

i never mean to hurt u in any way... i swear...

yet u feel i am pissing u off one way or another..

im sorry if u feel im doing this to u on purpose...

coz i just know..u dont know what im going through...

im sorry for all that i have done to u...