5th november 2009...
when the level of stressness is too awful..
thats when my brain starts to do stupid things..
this time..i just dug my own grave..
i didnt appreciate what i have..
i wanted more than what i could have..
and to send drastic hurtful words..
for someone that meant soo much to me..
that meant a whole wonderful thing to me..
and to badly ripped the other's person heart..
till the person was so irritated, mad..
thats when all hell went loose..
i got my payback..
it will now be a TOTAL ignorance..
no more even few msgs per day..
no more early morning msgs..
no more goodnite msgs..
no more some words of comfort..
no more..it will be nothing..
i have no one else to blame but myself..
i dont deserve to have anyone..
and my life will just go bk to the normal depress mode..
that will accompany me to my tomb..
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