My Surgery Posting..

if everything goes smoothly..

my last day in surgery will be this tuesday..

time indeed flies..

i could still remember vividly..

the first day when i reported duty in this dept..

feeling blury..feeling anxious..

starting fresh in a new environment..

meeting new colleagues..new MOs...new Specialists..

yet..it is always nice to see old faces as well..

especially nice seniors whom i have known since my first posting..

so..what happened the past 4 months..

ward work was a bit haphazard in the beginning..

coz probably i was too accustomed to cubicle system..

and i dont deny it was a bit hard to adjust at that time..

yet..as time goes by...

work was easier..more efficient

i like the fact that we are supposed to know every cases in the ward..

and it certainly helped when u are doing oncall..

working in the dept wouldnt be interesting, fun and enjoyable..

if not for the nice people i meet along the way..

from nice friendly colleagues whom we managed to work as a team..

to nice approachable and friendly MOs who guided us along the way..

to stern-looking but actually nice understanding specialists who also taught us along the way..

i could still remember all the times i had in OT..

feeling so excited yet embarassing when i cant catheterized the female patients.. OMG..

with the MOs and specialist shaking their heads..

really enjoyed all the OTs with different specialists and MOs

the time when i almost collapse while assisting..

the time when i was given the chance to do excision biopsy..

the time when i was allowed to suture and thought properly by the surgeon..

the time when i kinda dozed off when i assisted during oncall at around 5am in the morning..

it will all remain in my memory..

clinic time also have its own memories..

seeing patients till all of us are so drained and hungry

having demanding patients and relatives..

even though no doubt there are nice understanding patients as well..

i was lucky that i was able to have a chance to attend paeds surgical clinic..

in which i enjoyed so much..

coz the little handsome and pretty cutie babies are so cute..

i dont deny there are also baddy times in the dept as well..

being embarassed by specialist in front of my other colleagues..

who left me in deep hurt and tears in which i managed to control until i went back..

though i knew it meant well..yet the embarassment was kinda harsh..

meeting ppl who irritated me so badly..

meeting ppl who are so good at pushing responsibilites to others..

meeting ppl who landed me into deep trouble..

yet i dont hate these people..

yet i thank them for all they have done..

coz i learnt so many things along the way..

and to be a better person in the future..

sad and bad memories are best forgotten..

and i prefer to keep those sweet memorable events in me..

special thanx to all my fellow colleagues who have helped me along the way..

a big thank you to all the MOs..especially my fave best 3 MOs who have made my days in

surgery a better one.. in which i looked forward to come to work when im oncalling with them..

and also thank you to all the specialists who have guided me and taught me along the way..

im truly sorry for all the mistakes i have done..and sorry if i hurt anyone along the way..

it is certainly an enjoyable working experience in this department..

gonna miss so many ppl..keep in touch..

BIG huggies to all who have been there for me through thick and thin..