Wednesday, January 2, 2013

happy new year..

i dont know why..
but the ache is still there..
no matter wat i do..
no matter how i try not to think..
the memory will just flow..
it seems its just there..

everything that happened..
just reminds of him even more..
how could i pull through..
when the journey seems so hard..
everyone said time will tell..
but how long does it take..
its really affecting me so deeply..
yet i know theres nothing much i can do..
but move forward..
to not contact him no matter wat..
to not even let him think of me..
to let him just forget about me..
and continue praying..
for GOD to guide and care for him..
thats the least i could do for a this special person..
whom i wont hav the chance to be with me..
but to watch him from afar..

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