9th April 2009.. the 3rd week of my DHP just passed by
without me knowing what have i done but waited many
hours for many many things... at times i dont even know
the purpose of the things that we were supposed to do...
the 30 clerkships is still a burden to me, much to my
disappointments and frustrations but it seems that all the
complaints and feedbacks have just fallen into deaf ears..
what is the point of feedbacks when none of the things that
students mentioned were being considered??? no wonder
many just dont bother writing anything anymore.. i also
dont see the point when the real objectives of the
clerkships were not being fulfilled. some just dont bother
to clerk the patients but just made themselves buzy by
copying directly from the case notes. its pretty annoying
to me especially when they wanted to present that case
during teachings without knowing much. i dont mean to
say that im a perfect student, but at least i have tried my
best to talk to the patients as best i could and read up and
discussed with my colleagues of my doubts... another thing
that bothers me were the behaviour of certain colleague
who are just so immature and seems to love irritating
others. for goodness sake, ur gonna be a doctor soon..just
get a goodlook of urself and behave professionally.. it
really affects our reputation.. probably im just bothering
too much, but sigh, these are tiny tiny bits of things that
just affects my mood...
neway, this week's aura wasnt strong enough. didnt
manage to conduct a delivery during my oncall on monday
thou i was helping and encouraging a mother who was
already in the second stage of labour for almost 2 hours
before she was sent to O&G specialist hospital for LSCS..
the OT is closed in papar..sigh..the experience for that
night wasnt pleasant and i guess we can never deny
mother's sacrifices or question their love.. all the
deliveries i observed or conducted since 3rd year really
made me appreciate all the things mum did for me even
more compared to last time. i no longer celebrate my
birthday in big occasions as i realised it was supposed to
be the day i truly appreciate and thankful to my mum for
all the contraction and labour pain she went through to
'push' me out into this world...
hmm...its such a tiring week thou i didnt do much...sigh... i
may wana recupirate for the weekend before the exciting
moment of 16th april 2009. probably all of us would be
oncall on 15th april 2009 to welcome the BIG DAY.. its also
time to hit the books after writing a few of the
clerkships..im really lack of time..
without me knowing what have i done but waited many
hours for many many things... at times i dont even know
the purpose of the things that we were supposed to do...
the 30 clerkships is still a burden to me, much to my
disappointments and frustrations but it seems that all the
complaints and feedbacks have just fallen into deaf ears..
what is the point of feedbacks when none of the things that
students mentioned were being considered??? no wonder
many just dont bother writing anything anymore.. i also
dont see the point when the real objectives of the
clerkships were not being fulfilled. some just dont bother
to clerk the patients but just made themselves buzy by
copying directly from the case notes. its pretty annoying
to me especially when they wanted to present that case
during teachings without knowing much. i dont mean to
say that im a perfect student, but at least i have tried my
best to talk to the patients as best i could and read up and
discussed with my colleagues of my doubts... another thing
that bothers me were the behaviour of certain colleague
who are just so immature and seems to love irritating
others. for goodness sake, ur gonna be a doctor soon..just
get a goodlook of urself and behave professionally.. it
really affects our reputation.. probably im just bothering
too much, but sigh, these are tiny tiny bits of things that
just affects my mood...
neway, this week's aura wasnt strong enough. didnt
manage to conduct a delivery during my oncall on monday
thou i was helping and encouraging a mother who was
already in the second stage of labour for almost 2 hours
before she was sent to O&G specialist hospital for LSCS..
the OT is closed in papar..sigh..the experience for that
night wasnt pleasant and i guess we can never deny
mother's sacrifices or question their love.. all the
deliveries i observed or conducted since 3rd year really
made me appreciate all the things mum did for me even
more compared to last time. i no longer celebrate my
birthday in big occasions as i realised it was supposed to
be the day i truly appreciate and thankful to my mum for
all the contraction and labour pain she went through to
'push' me out into this world...
hmm...its such a tiring week thou i didnt do much...sigh... i
may wana recupirate for the weekend before the exciting
moment of 16th april 2009. probably all of us would be
oncall on 15th april 2009 to welcome the BIG DAY.. its also
time to hit the books after writing a few of the
clerkships..im really lack of time..
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