hmm....

its so weird when out of sudden i was being question ' what will i do if someone suddenly ignores me after being close for some time?'.. not to say that it is a surprise, as its like a growing process and i think even NOW im experiencing it.. so i answered very directly to my close fren, " i will thank him/her.. whatever the reasons is, true frens dont 'abandon' one another no matter how buzy they are..so i shud be thanking GOD for showing me that this is not a true fren.. i wont bother to get back to that person also..whats the point..and i will tell myself that i DEFINITELY wont die without him / her..there are still other people who love and treasure me as who i am..

and i also learnt that, there is no point being goodie two shoes..im kinda being hit right on the head last nite.. if u wana behave as if u know so well, then continue doing so... dont come to me when ur in trouble, in need of sympathy or watsoever...coz..u dont deserve my attention and care in the first place..dont even know i was being so nice to u... something must have been wrong with me the last time...

guess its really a good thing when u dont have to know so much or even bits of things that is SO UNIMPORTANT and ya...mind my own business... enough of the hurtful words by ppl i care so much about...

its gonna be the final battle the coming 3 months... thanks to my wonderful 2 close buddies here for all their encouragement and pushing... may GOD bless us towards our battle and hope that everything goes smoothly for all of us...