cant believe it myself..

27Feb 2010 - each time before exam or near exams...i will have the same 'issues' that needing me to make decisions... hence, it made me think whether i make the right decision each time especially during my unstable emo attack... nevertheless, wat is happening NOW is way beyond my expectation, especially when i thought i was strong and proud enough to say something that i shouldnt say (OMG)..it is my wildest dream to be in my current position.. but im not saying whether its right or wrong...but..just hope for the best and not to take things too seriously.. and things happened for a reason.. just hope what ever that was told to me is true.. and then.. it will be a new beginning..