if only i can turn back time

if only i can turn back time...

and thought of the consequences..

then.. i wouldnt have to continue blaming myself..

even up till now..

when 'they' flow back..

the missing pieces..

the things which was well planned..

the secrets that were just meant to be secrets...

the wonderful hopeful phase..

that have now left unspoken..

had become forbidden..

had been engraved deep under ground..

if only u could understand..

if only u care to think..

if only u bother to care..

if only u want to bother..

it aint gonna happen after all..

coz no matter how or wat u think..

u aint gonna let me know..

until..when it's time according to u..

but by then... will it still be meaningful?