when i saw the sms at 11am..
i was shock..
and i finally know..
what made me so restless since yesterday..
i wont say it as a nitemare..
more like i didnt expect things to be so fast all of a sudden..
yeah.. i received my induksi letter already..
induksi is from 5-9th july at Puteri Garden Hotel Klang..
and so..we are expected to know our place of work on mon..
and then..we will be reporting for work after back from induksi..
no more relaxing time..
no more hanging out time..
no more doing things i wana do now..
suddenly the pressure build up..
suddenly i felt the overly stress..
and feel so drained..so tired..
and suddenly the lost feeling came back..
it was only early of this week..
that i felt so lost..
i though i could let go easily..
but deep inside..it is harder than i expect..
i thought i was really that strong..
yet..i just feel something not right..
suddenly it cross my mind..
i still yearn to hear something..
is it that..i still cant let go..
but i know i have to..
since there is no ending...
and i certainly dont wana go thru..
the painful dreading moment..
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