Sunday, August 30, 2009

its really painful...

it came as a shocking msg,
yet it was just a temporary happiness
i didnt expect i would be so weak..
but waiting for emptiness and loneliness
was something i dreaded most
especially when im so lost
and my important msgs were
taken so lightly...
as if im so not important
and felt like being chucked aside
felt like being totally ignored..
by ppl who proudly told me..
i could count on them when i need to...
only to give me the cold treatment when i REALLY needed to..

enough of all the empty promises..
dont even promise when u cant even do it..
dont promise when u dont even know..
all those simple words
mean so much to others...
who are actually so fragile..
who actually went thru this pain repeatedly
only to have to go thru it again and again...

probably its fated...
its just a destiny..
to be given the hope..
only to be hurt again and again..

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