i juz wish

I just wish ur here .. I jus wish i have someone to hear my pain.. I just wish im not alone in this journey... I just wish u can wipe my tears... I just wish..u are stil my pillar of stength... Yet..it wont happen... It has been silent for this few days... N im supposed to get used to this silence foreva... The heart aches so bad.. The tears stil stream down... Thou it has already been almost 6months... Time will not heal me... Time only made me grow weaker... Time only made me realise i deserve it all... I jus wish its all worth it...