unexpectedly..

sometimes when ur tired of waiting,

and decided not to care,

suddenly out of no where the msgs came..

was it being less caring and less worrying

will only save the heartache of waiting?

sometimes..things are just so weird..

ppl who used to be ur 'enemy'

have now become ur closest friends..

ur even more willing to open up to them..

but ppl who used to be ur close friends,

have now become far away friends...

u would be lucky to hear from them..

if not, u wont even be bothered

thou they happened to walk past u..

no matter what it is..

i always remind myself that life is short..

i aint gonna mourn like i used to..

its really no point..

it only made me feel worse..

hence..i just wana make FULL use of the time i have..

to do things i wana do..

to fulfill dreams that i have..

to fulfill as many wishes i have..

to love unconditionally of ppl i love and care so much..

to push myself to my maximum limits..

and just be ME...