the first month...

today(4th oct 09) mark the first month of a special event..
if the words marked the beginning of if..
it was that day at 2.35am m'sian time..
when the msg came..
after days of uncertainty..
after days of playing 'mental games'

it was still a miracle..
it was still like a dream..
it was as if yesterday that we met..
it was as if yesterday that we spoke..
but it'll be a long time until we meet again..
that also if we will have the chance..
that also if GOD allows us to meet again..
that also if my prayers will be answered.
that also if my dreams will come true..


i dont know how things will be..
but i will not stop praying and hoping..
hoping that the strength will grow stronger..
hoping that miracles will happen..