1st NOv 2009
it hit me suddenly that..
all this while i've been in denial..
in a state of dreamland..
in a state surrounded by hopes and dreams..
only to realise that things might not turn out to be the way i have hope for..
reality indeed suck to the max..
yet i cant run from it..
i just have to face it..
will this be my last time pouring my lungs out?
or will there still be nights that i have to go thru silently..
habouring on the hopes that will not come true??
i wish i will have a confirm answer..
i wish could have been done for me..
coz i really dont have the strength to carry on..
i dont have the power to move on..
i dont have the determination to hope anymore..
neither do i have the heart to continue holding on to the dreams..
and pretending it will come true..
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