headache...

head is throbbing to d max... with d constant lack of sleep... lack of rest to my little tiny brain... i dont even know how im going to survive thru this... its really tiring... im really really tired... i really dunno wat else to do.. n at d same time i feel guilty for burdening my foreva dearest biby... i know he doesnt have any responsibility to take care of me... to b concern over me... yet i dunno wat am i supposed to do... i wasnt angry wif him... but i miss him so much...midsing all d time spent wif him.. something i wont hav d previlege doing again... coz he has belong to someone else... i really feel my brain gonna burst soon...