wat is care...

I only meant to care...nothing else..... But y my small favour was being rejected..n questioned as if im gonna destroy him... I know very well i have lost him... He wont b back wif me... All i can do is to care for him... Is caring for him prohibited?? Is it wrong to care for him?? This further made me realise im alone in this journey... In which im losing my strength..n not wanting to live anymore... If anything happen to me... I guess no one bothers... not even him after all..he had moved on...