weddings...

I just rralise i dont fancy going to weddings anymore... Seeing all d pre-wedding photos... Seeing the exchange of vows... Seeing the happiness in everyone faces... It breaks my heart again... Wif tears rolling down all over... Knowing it was something i hav dream on...but i no longer dream anymore... Knowing so much it was all tat i hav wanted... Yet i can NEVER hav it... I dont think u know wat im going thru biby... I miss u so so much...